losing my breath
Monday, March 5, 2018 • 11:56 PM • 0 comments

I never got to meet you, but know that Mommy loves you... 😢
Will always do...

15 November 2017
Saturday, November 18, 2017 • 7:09 PM • 1 comments

15 NOVEMBER 2017 - Karl Harris

I placed my hand over my chest today, and my heart... somehow, its still beating. But it's broken and bruises all over. I feel VERY empty, lost and incomplete.

A person may not need another human being to make their life complete, but let's be honest, having your wounds of your soul kissed by your own blood and flesh is the most calming thing in this world. But I was denied to have that kisses. The day it happened, my whole life, my soul and my future were taken away from me.

I've played a million scenarios over in my head, what I would do if I could turn back time. I would never do the same mistakes as I did. I would protect what I should have protect. I should have not made the most horrendous mistake I have ever done in my life. I'll take any way, do anything that I'm capable of, if I can turn back time.

I have no other feelings now, other than utterly sadness, blank, mindless, miserable rage. And I can feel that I'm going to stay this way for a very long time.

I am no longer mad at anyone who has often resented me, giving me constant sadness, those betrayals, killed my soul. I have forgiven everyone for anything else they have done to me.

.....for everything, is my fault.

My only wish is for these people not to feel what I have to feel. So they will learn not to hurt people like me anymore.

(please stop hitting me, dear life. I'm too tired and I can't do this anymore. I'm trying my best to survive, I'm keeping my faith intact. I might lose my way, but my faith would still be with me. Please stop hitting me my dear life..)

And I am sorry....

Amirah Hawa 😢

wordless wednesday #2
Wednesday, October 25, 2017 • 11:39 PM • 1 comments

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losing my breath
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